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there’s nothing to worry about, is there?’

       Nothing except that you just kissed me twice and reduced me to mush both times!

      Don’t think about that, Laura, she lectured herself. Think of the reason you did this in the first place. Think of making Gran happy, even if only for this weekend.

      It actually turned out to be rather interesting, listening to Ryan’s answers to her grandmother’s many questions. Laura soon realised that, whilst she knew about Ryan’s sporting and business successes, she knew very little about his family background, except that at some stage he’d been brought up by his grandmother. It turned out he was the only child of a single mother, born and bred in the Western suburbs of Sydney. His father had done a bunk before he was born and his mother had died of breast cancer when she’d been only thirty-four, leaving him to be raised by his maternal grandmother who’d been a widow and lived on a pension.

      ‘She had very little but what she had she gave to me,’ he said with a slight catch in his voice. ‘She was a wonderful woman. I loved her to death.’

      ‘I presume she’s passed on now?’ her gran asked quietly.

      ‘Many years ago, actually. Before I began to earn big money. She never saw me play for any of the famous European teams, though she did see my local team win a few grand finals when I was a teenager. Not that she actually saw them,’ he said with a wry chuckle. ‘She used to get so nervous that she would walk around the fields watching other games rather than mine. Then, whenever a loud cheer went up, she’d race back to see if it was my team scoring or the other one.’

      ‘I used to get nervous watching Shane play soccer,’ Cynthia piped up as she offered Ryan a plate of lamingtons. ‘Shane’s my son. Did Laura tell you that he’s coming to dinner tonight just to see you? You’re one of his soccer heroes.’

      Ryan smiled as he took one of the cakes. ‘She did mention it.’

      ‘I hope you don’t mind.’

      ‘Not at all.’

      And that was how the afternoon tea continued, with Ryan being charming in the extreme and Laura sitting there in the late-afternoon sunshine, basking in her grandmother’s approval.

      She could not help looking at him all the time and thinking how incredibly handsome he was. Handsome and sexy.

      Before long she started playing some crazy ‘if only’s in her head.

      If only Ryan was her real Mr Right and not a pretend one.

      If only his kisses from a while ago actually meant something to him.

      If only he wasn’t the kind of two-timing womaniser who was obviously not beyond taking advantage of the situation to try to get into her pants.

      Alison had been right about that, Laura conceded with a twist in her heart.

      But, even as this brutal truth hit home, she had difficulty ignoring the fact that she’d not only enjoyed his kisses, she wanted more. More kisses. More of everything a man like Ryan had to offer.

      He would be a good lover; she could see that by his kisses. Wildly passionate, but tender and gentle as well. Brad had been an ignorant and selfish lover, uncaring of her pleasure. Mario hadn’t been all that much better. Neither of them had ever kissed her the way Ryan had just kissed her, like he was a man dying of thirst in the desert and she was a sweet spring which would bring him back to life. At the same time, she had responded in a way she never had before—boldly. Brazenly. Blindly.

      Laura knew that if they shared a bed tonight and he tried to seduce her she would be his for the taking. In every way.

      This last thought truly shocked Laura. He already had a girlfriend, hadn’t he?

      But it didn’t change a thing. This was why lust was one of the seven deadly sins, she realised—one of the strongest. One which called to the dark side which lurked in every person, which banished conscience in the selfish search for carnal pleasures.

      Now, as she looked over at him, she started stripping him in her mind, seeing him naked and looming over her in bed tonight. He would be big down there, she fantasised. Big, powerful and forceful. She would cry out when he entered her, and moan when he began to move. Already she could feel him there, inside her, filling her totally, taking her to places that she’d never been before.

      Laura had never had an orgasm during actual intercourse before. But she would with Ryan; she just knew she would.

      Such thinking took her breath away. What was happening to her here?

      Thank God she didn’t love him. Because, if she did, she would have been doomed.

      Suddenly, she realised that her grandmother was talking to her.

      ‘What was that, Gran?’ she said as she lifted the tea cup to her lips and drained the rest of the stone-cold tea.

      ‘I suggested you take Ryan for a walk around the property before it gets too late. It’s lovely down by the creek at sunset and there should be a good one today.’

      ‘All right,’ Laura agreed. How could she possibly do anything else?

      ‘Come and see me when you return,’ her gran continued. ‘I’d like to talk to you. Alone, if you don’t mind, Ryan.’

      ‘Not at all.’

      ‘Bill will be home soon,’ Cynthia said. ‘He plays golf on the course next door every Saturday afternoon but he promised to come straight home after the game. Should be here by four-thirty—five at the latest, he said. You and he could have a game of billiards before dinner, Ryan. That is, if you play billiards?’

      ‘I certainly do.’

      Jane chuckled. ‘I dare say you’re good at it too.’

      Ryan smiled. ‘I’m good at most sports and games.’

      Was sex a sport to him? Laura wondered ruefully. Or a game?

      ‘Come on then, darling,’ he went on as he stood up. ‘Let’s get going before the sun goes down.’

      Suddenly, Laura didn’t want to be alone with him. Certainly not down at the creek which was a very private spot, totally out of sight of everyone. She had little option, however, but to stand up and do exactly what had been suggested. To refuse would have seemed odd.

      He took her hand, as she knew he would, and she didn’t object, as she knew she wouldn’t. No doubt they looked like lovers, strolling down the hill together, hand in hand. But love had nothing to do with the feelings which were zooming through Laura. She tried to say something, anything at all. But she remained silent. Ryan didn’t say anything, either. When they reached the shelter of the trees which lined the creek, he let go of her hand and turned to face her.

      ‘Tell me what you’re thinking.’

      She dragged in a deep breath which she exhaled slowly as she assembled her thoughts. No way could she tell him what she was really thinking. But she had to make some comment to excuse the way she’d responded to his kisses.

      ‘I’m thinking you were right about my being too long between men. And kisses.’

      He frowned. ‘So you’re saying that that’s why you enjoyed my kissing you as much as you obviously did? Because you’re sexually frustrated?’

      She kept her eyes cool. ‘It seems a logical explanation, don’t you think?’

      ‘True. But I can hardly make the same claim. I certainly haven’t been five years without a woman. But I sure as hell enjoyed kissing you, Laura. Maybe Erica was right after all. And so were you.’

      ‘About what?’

      ‘You said I didn’t know women as much as I thought I did. Erica actually went off her brain when I told her what I was doing this weekend. Accused me of fancying

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