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The Swimmer. Roma Tearne
Читать онлайн.Название The Swimmer
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isbn 9780007351978
Автор произведения Roma Tearne
Жанр Зарубежные любовные романы
Издательство HarperCollins
I shuddered. He had sat in this way for hours as day and night became indistinguishable and the miles fell away unnoticed. It felt as if he were travelling through nothing but unbending time. On and on from one horizon to the other. The truth was, he no longer felt in the world.
‘I tried to imagine the sea,’ he said, shaking his head. ‘But it was useless.’
The darkness in the lorry had blanked out every thought except that of trying to breathe. Even his grief at the last glimpse of his mother’s face had been blotted out, and in this way he had travelled, across endless land, feeling ever more mortal and insignificant as he went. Like the swimmer he was, he had moved further and further from the shore, until at last he understood the meaning of ‘no return’.
‘I have crossed a line,’ he said. ‘Even if my application for asylum fails, I know that I have crossed that line.’
I stared at his young, still unfinished face and saw how his experiences would slip into the fabric of his features. It would happen slowly, unobtrusively at first, but then one day someone would take a photograph and suddenly the change would be noticed.
‘There was not a single one of those miles that was not filled with memories,’ he said, very softly.
He was frequently conscious of not wanting to die. Which was not the same as wanting to live, he said. Then, just as he had thought he was on the brink of death, the lorry began throwing them out, one by one.
England had come to him in this way. Cold air filled with the smell of seawater. He remembered breathing deeply, thinking he would never again take breathing for granted. And, turning, he had seen the sea and his heart had filled with such longing for his home that he realised why it was considered a sickness. All that first day he had walked, keeping the sea in his sights, never knowing where he was until at last he found himself on the outskirts of a town. He had been the only one of the original group in the lorry who spoke English and he supposed this had saved him, although from what, he did not say. He never found what had happened to the others. He walked all night and finally stumbled on the farm. Now all he wanted was refugee status. The farmer had registered his letter and Ben had kept the proof of postage, along with a copy of the letter itself. I didn’t know what to say. It was simply a question of waiting, he told me.
‘I’m not able to earn enough money until I get my papers.’
It worried him that his mother knew nothing of his whereabouts. The farmer had given him stamps and paper and he had written home, but he didn’t know if the letter had even got to her.
‘Look,’ I said, swallowing, ‘you can have some stamps. Why don’t you write, giving this address?’
He glanced at me with a faint smile, shaking his head. Again I sensed an iron stubbornness, lurking.
‘You are kind, but you can’t do this. You don’t know who I am. Let me do those jobs for you, first.’
There was an awkward silence. It was growing dark, he needed to get back, he told me.
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