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My name is Vaselinetjie. Anoeschka von Meck
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isbn 9780624052241
Автор произведения Anoeschka von Meck
Жанр Учебная литература
Издательство Ingram
On the verge of tears, she asked the mirror: “Am I what the other children say I am, hey, Killer? A bastard whitey?”
Whiskers instructed everyone to look at the notice board, where Mr Hefner, the head of the children’s home, had posted the names of those children who had to move. At the beginning of each year some kids were moved from one house to another. If you were unhappy in your house and burst into your social worker’s office without knocking often enough, you might be allowed to move.
Sometimes children were moved to a different unit because they became too friendly with each other. “Petting pals,” Kitcat called it.
“There will be no funny business under any circumstances whatsoever. You’ll have enough time and opportunity for that in jail,” the head said when he found a child in someone else’s bed. Mr Hefner also frowned upon kids sharing a blanket in front of the TV in winter.
The matrons had instructions to confiscate the little ones’ dolls. The legs and arms were removed and locked in the pantry. Vaseline had noticed a box of these arms and legs in Whiskers’ pantry. When she’d asked the others what it meant, they’d giggled and told her not to be disgusting.
Being moved just as you’d become used to your bed and your duvet, your locker and your cupboard, your roommates and even your matron probably made you feel more lost than ever, Vaseline thought on her way to the notice board. Cut off from everything. In this place you soon learned not to get attached to anything or anyone.
She ran her finger down the list of names. She had to move to another house, but Killer and Albie were staying behind. She really didn’t want to be parted from Killer. Even if she snapped at her sometimes, she liked the way Killer always explained what was happening. And when her things went missing, at least she knew by now where Albie would be hiding them.
She went to her room, emptied out her cupboard and packed her suitcase. Her new room was in the opposite wing. She’d be on the second storey, facing her old house, overlooking the bathroom window.
Her new matron was Mrs Claerhout. She couldn’t stand being called “Auntie”. “You and I are not related, understand?” She was very strict and had a son, Colin, who was in high school and who was notorious for his smelly farts.
“His farts are so bad, they’ll blur your vision,” Killer warned, watching Vaseline pack.
“And he always blames it on the girls when his mom is around,” Albie added. “We call him Colin Cork, ’cause he needs one up his butt.”
Mrs Claerhout articulated her words as if she was giving a language lesson and was very neat. At first Vaseline was thrilled to be in her house, because she was a coloured lady and her voice sounded a bit like Ouma Kitta’s. Mind you, Ouma would never speak through such pinched, painted lipstick-lips, Vaseline thought.
At night Mrs Claerhout wore a hair net on her head, because she relaxed her hair, the other girls had told Vaseline. When Mr Hefner summoned Mrs Claerhout to his office, Colin Cork went ape-shit. He chased the girls around with his mother’s hair net pulled over his face. It gave them the creeps to see his tongue squirming through the holes.
Mrs Claerhout’s door opened into the passage of the main building like all the interior doors, and displayed a notice that said: Knock and wait to be admitted. If you didn’t wait for her to open the door herself, she’d chase you out on the spot.
When Vaseline reported to her new house, the door swung open before she could knock. Mrs Claerhout looked Vaseline up and down for a long moment. “Wait for me inside. You’re in room 2. Don’t touch anything and don’t let me catch you ogling my son,” she said and walked click-clack-click-clack down the passage.
Vaseline remained standing just inside the door. She looked around uneasily. The units all looked exactly the same, but the matrons added their own touches. Some made their units look attractive, but others left them more or less the way they had found them.
On one side was an open-plan kitchen with a small pantry leading off it. Adjoining the kitchen was a rectangular sitting room where the study desks were set up in rows. In the far corner stood an old television set, a couch and an extra bed. The TVs in most of the houses were out of order, because there were always kids who couldn’t leave anything alone and fiddled with the buttons until they wore out or somebody swallowed them. Before bedtime the children had to gather on the couch and the bed for evening prayers led by the matron – whether she believed the Dear Saviour would deliver her from this hellhole full of wicked children or not, old Whiskers always complained.
The carpet was least rundown in front of the TV and that was the spot to dive for when you realised someone was about to bash your face into the floor, Killer had instructed Vaseline.
Mrs Claerhout was a lady, Vaseline decided when she discovered that all the study tables had matching tablecloths. She knew Ouma would be really pleased to hear this. The curtains weren’t the usual children’s home issue either, but had big, cheerful flowers. Moreover, there were pictures on the walls and the school photos of past pupils adorned the pantry door.
One photo showed a crowd of people toyi-toying. Among the hordes dressed in overalls Vaseline could make out Mrs Claerhout and someone who looked a lot like Auntie S’laki. Just as she was bending down to take a closer look, a dreadful noise erupted behind her.
“Holy hell!” shouted an older girl with shocking orange hair. She rushed in, shoved Vaseline out of her way and fled into the kitchen, a group of big girls hard on her heels. Others, who weren’t part of the fight, were shouting and urging the fighters on.
More fearful onlookers crowded into the sitting room. “You guys, no! Stop it before Matron comes back and gates us all,” someone wailed.
Vaseline stood rooted to the spot as the orangehead broke free from the group. She stormed past Vaseline again and yanked open a kitchen drawer. “Die, you cunts!” she shouted, wielding a bread knife and leaping across the counter and back into the fray.
“Look out!” Vaseline screamed before she could remind herself to stay out of it. The rest of the girls turned tail and charged down the passage in a bid to escape, but the back door was locked and they were trapped behind the security gate.
Suddenly someone jumped out of the bathroom and whacked the orangehead hard on the side of her face with the sharp heel of a shoe. She keeled over sideways and blood streaked the opposite wall. Vaseline felt a wave of nausea rise in her throat.
Before Orangehead had hit the floor, the group was on top of her. They kept on kicking her, though she showed no sign of movement.
Vaseline swallowed hard to keep from throwing up. She pressed her hand to her mouth and sank down behind the kitchen counter. She cried soundlessly, pee gushing down her legs.
The same words kept running through her mind again and again: I have to get away from here. I have to.
Some of the younger girls who had not taken part in the fight now tried to escape through the front door. A black girl, Denise Toolo, whom some of the others called a he-bitch behind her back, had wrapped a belt around her fist. She was blocking the front door so that no one could get out.
The noise was so deafening that it took some time before anybody realised that Mr Hefner’s voice was blaring from the intercom.
“… those of you responsible for the incident in Mrs Claerhout’s unit …” the voice eventually got through to Vaseline, “… this is your final warning. If you don’t wish to lose all your privileges and be gated …”
She was surprised to hear that the voice didn’t sound concerned or angry. Actually, it sounded bored.
“Hefner!” hissed the butch girl and stepped away from the front door. Everyone scurried down the passage. They stood peering from the doorways,